poetry...

so, i tried writing a poem today. it's been a long time since i wrote any. i'm not ready to share it yet...i don't think it's finished. i have a few bits and pieces that may become poems someday, but today they are just unfinished.

i've had a lot going on in my head lately and i feel that i just haven't found the right outlet to express what i'm feeling. i hope i find it soon or i fear my head may explode!

chatting with 'old' friends and reconnecting with people from my past has been wonderful!
the thing about reconnecting with 'old' friends is that 'old' feelings are found...whether happy or sad or angry...they are found! i thought i had dealt with a lot of the stuff that happened in high school, but apparently not. so much for not feeling 16 anymore; for feeling like an adult. there is just so much i need to get out of my head so i can work it out...i don't know where to begin. i believe life is a journey, but i fear i'm lost and i keep passing by the same tree over and over and over...