...my journey through the valleys and over the mountains as i learn to live with the 'new' reality of losing xavier ian. this is a place i can jot down thoughts, feelings, and things i am learning through this journey of life.

if my dreams came true...

Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

since the nightmare began...

Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

Saturday, February 6, 2010

xavier ian's name in the sand...


i am so proud of this photograph. i am so excited about this photograph. i cherish this photograph. there is an amazing woman who lives in australia, carly marie dudley, and she has a beautiful site where you can read all about the story of her son, christian, and why she writes names in the sand for babylost mama's all over the world...i encourage you to visit the site! carly is such a blessing to me and so many other babylost mama's around the world...thank you carly!


  1. Wow!! That looks wonderful! I'm so happy she did this for you! What a beautiful tribute to your sweet angel.

  2. By the way, I wrote Xavier's name in the snow yesterday when I was out. I don't have your e mail so send me an e mail at scubaloo4@yahoo.com and I'll reply with the pic! Its no professional pic thats for sure but I just wanted you to know I was thinking about u !