i haven't been sleeping well lately. i cry myself to sleep. i have to drag myself out of bed. i'm not well rested when i wake up in the morning.
i know that exercising would help, but i can't seem to motivate myself to exercise. i am melancholy.
emotionally & physically it's so much like those first few weeks again. why? i don't know. i wish i did. it seems another wave of grief has knocked me over.
i have a few artsy projects i want to start working on...now i just need motivation!
i know the art will also help me to feel better...i just need Motivation!
i just need MOTIVATION!