if my dreams came true...
since the nightmare began...
Thursday, March 15, 2012
march 15, 2012...
it's been quite a while since my last post. i just don't feel like i have anything to say that is helpful or important. i've been e-mailing my counselor a lot...like a LOT! he even replies every so often. i still feel like i'm on a roller coaster. i think about xavier everyday, just like i think about my living children every day. i've been doing expressive artwork. i've been journaling some. i've been working on my relationship with my husband. i've been working a lot...a LOT! i haven't been facebooking much, but i try to get on at least every couple of days and see what's going on. i guess i'm just giving a boring update of my life. not much to say.
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Michelle, I don't think a day will go by that you don't think of Xavier. You know I am pregnant and if I were to lose the baby it would stick with me everyday for the rest of my life. We had a little scare when we learned that our baby has velamentous cord insertion (with not vasa previa) a dangerous situation that I dwelled on for about a week. I didn't even feel like buying or looking at baby stuff because I felt like if something happened I wouldn't be able to handle it. I had to look hard at my faith and convince myself that it is in God's hands. I don't know if you know, but I suffer from depression and it's the times that I don't have a lot to say that I think I am feeling my best. I think you are on a upswing :) I enjoyed your boring update :)
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